oh man wat a depressing week is this...noe wat? frm monday until today thr is 3 things tat i depress...well the 1st thing is my physics exam paper fianlly return on tis monday...but the marks r making me dissapoitned...juz only 52(juz pass)...oh great! worse thn last time...still feel confident to myself tat i will get better tis time...but..................den...tat makes me depress....but now i'm working for the final........(is it really works for me?) gosh the 2nd thing the 2nd day(tue), we r having a debate on L & S eng lesson, but i'm not doing well on it..........hey i really mean to do it but somehow ppl dun understand wat i wan to say...now here i'm talking, whn i juz view out my opinions, my 'teamates' cant get wat i'm going to prove......they seems like i'm doing a meaningless thing, hey they juz dun get it! and they stop me frm my 'madness' and cool me down(?)....i was saying tat juz trust me...but...some of thm said tat "dun tik urself so geng eh"...at tat time i oledi nyak sai sia.....no mood oledi................hey i hav my own way the prove something, i was not trying to be a lame man tats all...but i cant....tats make me feeling depress........lets end tis chpt...well the 3rd thing is happening at today(actually is yesterday, now is midnight=\ ), the AMC, i tik u guys noe tat....the maths...tat is the worst thing i ever met...the name isnt listed in the result...1st i tot tat coz of i'm not getting any prize o wat...but they said the 'B' is below average...hey u noe wat tat means? name isnt in the namelist, i check and check and check it out..........."The one whom didn't take part isnt listed in the namelist." ... hey really poor me.....i take part in this, i attend the competition and now, name isnt listed in thr, certificate gone and RM25 gone....yes all gone.........................................................................................................................now we hav a talk here...if u r me wat do u feel............my dad said tat he will help me check it out, hope the teachers who in charge with tis can check it out.........