there is something that i see 从你看我的眼神中
in the way you look at me 我发现了一些东西
there s a smile 你的眼神里充满了微笑
there s a truth in your eyes 和信任
but an unexpected way 但是以一中想不到的方式
on this unexpected day 在意想不到的一天
could it mean this is 那是不是就意味着
where i belong 你是我的归属
it is you i have loved all along 我一直爱着的就是你

it s no more mystery 没有比这更神奇的了
it is finally clear to me 最后我明白了一切
you re the home my heart 你是我心灵的归属
searched for so long 你是我一直所要寻找的人
and it is you 是你
i have loved all along 我一直都爱的人

there were times i ran to hide 以前我还去掩饰
afraid to show the other side 我害怕把另一面展示给你看
alone in the night without you 在没有你的孤独的夜晚

but now i know just who you are 但是我现在知道你对我意味着什么
and i know you hold my heart 我知道占据着我的灵魂
finally this is where i belong 这是我最后的归属
it is you i have loved all along 你是我一直都爱的人

it s no more mystery 没有比这更神奇的了
it is finally clear to me 最后一切都明白了
you re the home my heart 你是我的心灵的寄居地
searched for so long 是我一直要找寻的
and it is you 是你
i have loved all along 我一直爱的人

over and over 一次又一次
i m filled with emotion 我满是激情
your love, it rushes 你给我的爱
through my veins 在我的血液里奔涌澎湃

and i am filled 我陶醉于这
with the sweetest devotion 甜蜜爱情
as i, i look into 当我看着你
your perfect face 你那完美的面颊

it s no more mystery 没有比这更神奇的了
it is finally clear to me 最后我明白了一切
you re the home my heart 你是我心灵的归属
searched for so long 你是我一直所要寻找的人
and it is you 是你
i have loved all along 我一直都爱的人

it s no more mystery 没有比这更神奇的了
it is finally clear to me 最后我明白了一切
you re the home my heart 你是我心灵的归属
searched for so long 你是我一直所要寻找的人
and it is you 是你
i have loved all along 我一直都爱的人

Today is the national day for Taiwan,my friend and I just be back from the reception,it was kinda great,I met some new friends,there are 10 taiwanese girls learning Turkish here…everything was great except one thing,everytime I told my self to be toleratefull to others,trying not to be mad or not to argue wz others..but it seems that whatever I do ,I can not change my character….

    Whenever I talk wz these girls,even they accept my spoken Chinese is kinda best in here,but they start teasing me that I m using kinda Beijing accent to them ,actually I m talking in that way on purpose.,as I feel that I m the one that should do it for my second country (PEOPLE'S REPUBLIC OF CHINA)and also for my first love BEIJING....they start gettin angry,and changing their faces in every sec against my responds......anyway i confirm my self that i only belong to china,not others...

我还有一个国家叫中国。。。。。只是^^中国啦^^

Yesterday i talked a lot with HER,it was kinda strange feeling,no matter i told my self not to talk wz her anymore,couldnt stop my self ....even i clearly know that Nothing gonno be the same like before,i can not have the girl that has the long black hair,the girl that has the charachteristic straight eyes,the girl that remind me herself,whenever i hear a chinese song ...the girl that i was having the child happiness,during walkin wz slippers in a rainy night,the girl that i was holding her on my back when her foot was hurt,The girl that is lookin at me when i passed the last gate and lookin at me back wz a crying in the airport...

Almost 2 months already passed,feelings,thoughts,plans,they are all kinda be changed....i came to my own country,be back to here that i can use my own language,no trouble in finding sth to eat,no problem about communicating wz others.....but if they gonno ask me again now,i gonno choose being there,facing all those problems as it is much worse for me being in the middle,body is here in turkey now,but how about the soul....still alive there....

Still trying to stand even falling down in every sec....everyone is lookin at me that i m the one being happy,flirting wz lots of girls,playin,chillin around all the time...but the only that is myself knows that the truth is not kinda like that ......

Yeah,i talked a lot with HER,i m happy and confirm my self that her life is getting well day by day,she is progressing,her work is getting better..as i always believe that she gonno be the best in her major...she gonno get wat she deserve in the future...she gonno reach her goals,she gonno be the best mother,have the happiest marriagement in the future....

 And me ,金嘉承 always gonno be the same ,no matter i force my self not to be sensitive for others,not to be unhappy for the things that she did to me...

 Yes,i talked a lot wz HER,the girl that永远都不会忘记的,the girl有最美丽的嘴唇…

 不用当心，我在这里过得怎么样。。。看到你的幸福，对我够了。。。希望你跟你的男儿永远快乐。。。。God bless…..>>>