i realize that i cant forgot your love because it makes me feel happy , that your love is my life , . when i saw your eyes i feel that i own the whole universe . i realize that i really love you from the bottom of my heart . i realize that if i live a thousand year your love will always exist in my heart all the time .

but unfortunately i lost you , i lost the only person i love , i lost you just before the valentines day !!!!!

i remember our moments which became memories .....we sat here , we walked there..... really it was beautiful moments with you !!!!! but really i never knew that i would feel so much pain and yet be so in love with the person causing it !!!!

you will always stay in my heart  cause your place is there .  ( i lost you my love )

i thought that love is based on trust but now i  know that this is not true , hope that you will find the truth but im afraid you will find it very late ... i will wait for  you  for the moment that you will find the truth and know how much i love you!!!!

thanx for the beautiful moments that we had together , thanx for making me so happy and really thanx for taking all this from me and thanx for leaving me just before valentine's day  really thanx for trusting me ...

hope you the best my love ....i will always love you  . remember our song (wemalo law leilah tohna be3eed we sebna kol el-nas ) i love you ...

the greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they are alive !!!!!

thanx for trusting me again !!!

 screams live in my heart and sad voices fill my self, cold tears was dropped from my eyes, all that was inside me.

i didnt show it even for my mirror, behind my laughs there were tears that was hidden by my smiles. i look to my self in the mirror and i see myself happy. but when i hear my voice i hear wailing. i look to my face i saw it smiling but when i examine my heart i find it broken. a lot of things that is hidden in my heart and i closed on it and didnt allow anyone to see it.

my heart is full of sadness and injuries. injuries that i closed the doors on it and engrave on those doors "DO NOT ENTER" even for those who have the medicine. my heart blow up because of sadness and yell at me and said :why dont you tell anyone??? i answered: if you had a tongue you will cut it so it wont speak!! and if you had a heart you will hide your sadness in it like i did!!!

my heart reply in a warm lovely voice a word that i never heard in my whole life that make me stand in front of my mirror crying , he told me : if i dont have a tongue or tears that show how much i feel sad and pain , i would engrave my sadness on the moon walls with every drop of my blood and show it to every star around me even if my vessels bacame dry i wont feel sorry about that ,because i bacame happy and free from all pain and sad that fill me .

my screams would reach the space ,(( my tears only be dropped when im alone) ) .

i didnt show my tears  to anyone even for those who have the medicine . but my heart teach me to engrave my sadness and injuries on my forehead and show it for every beautiful star that would lend its hand for me and open its heart to hear my screams and whipe the tears off my cheecks.

and by that my tears go away and i start smiling while removing the injuries that i engrave because it start to go away .