A while ago through obscene circumstances i lost the one love of my life,
A friend of mine that has shared my journey sent me this as part of a healing process,
Iam about full circle now after 3 yrs of inner aungish and before i hit the full circle and complete my journey
I wanted to share this,I hope you dont mind.
Kristen xx


It is very difficult to LET GO of something that is seated in you for a very long time, because you are accustomed to the same things over and over again. Therefore, you are maybe not aware of what you are thinking, it could be wrong?
Spiritual knowing will help you to understand a view thing you are not aware of?
You are a spiritual being, but you should be more aware of your thinking and you can change things yourself. EGO means in Latin I, and if we speak about our EGO, we speak about ourselves, only the name EGO has become a modern word. Our EGO has no problems, we ourselves can have problems, but we have to be in balance IN our self and also IN our EGO, which becomes de foundation of our 5th awareness. Hide not behind your EGO, because then you hide from your self too. Take responsibility for your self. You have to feed your SELF with positive thoughts, spiritual knowledge and then you will get your answers.
Our EGO has NO problems to LET GO of fear, our Ego cannot feel this, No we ourselves cannot LET GO. You don't know how to change or how to let go of FEAR? Fear has started IN our own thoughts and you yourself keep those thought alive with thinking about fear, with the same thoughts over and over. Therefore change you thinking patron and you can do this with a transformation. FEAR is negative, therefore SAY 50 times: I am not afraid any more and then TRANSFORMED fear into LOVE for you self. You can do this with everything transform into love for yourself. It is important that you have positive thoughts.
Don't blame your self or your EGO or some one else, you have to LET GO your self. Understand this; there has been negative karma, this came from above, but we have to LET GO, because this IS not our karma. This is negative karma that has overcome us; therefore it is not ours, so LET GO of all negativity.
Trust your INNER EYE; because that is your true knowing, listen to what you here IN your self. If you start trusting your self you can activate everything in you. What do you have to loose, to try this out? Know this, you will get inner strength as you believe and trust your self and then your SPIRIT will help you to set the first step of letting go of all negativity that will change your whole live.

"LETTING GO"... is just another word to say ...
"I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU SO". (if it's love at the
wrong time) Once you are a victim of it you have
to let go even if it's right love....WINK*
LOVE REALLY HURTS...sometimes!

GOOD MORNING KRISTEN, VERY NICE TO MEET YOU
IN HERE!! OF COURSE WE DON'T MIND IF YOU SHARE
THIS BEAUTIFUL JOURNEY OF LIFE WITH US-)) YOU'RE
WELCOME ALWAYS IN HERE!! IT MUST BE A VERY GOOD
AND DEAR FRIEND TO WRITE SUCH A LOVELY STORY.
YOU HAVE TO GO THREW SOME DIFFERENT FASES TO LET
GOW AND GIVE IT A PLACE IN YOUR HEART((:D IT
WILL TAKE A WHILE BUT TO HAVE SWEET FRIENDS AND
SHARE IT WITH THEM IS GREAT-)) HUGS WILLIXX

HELLO MY DEAR YOUNG FRIEND..YOU MAY LIVE NOT TRUE LOVE..USUALLY ALL HUMANS ARE COULD LIVE IT LIKE YOU.AND I GUESS THAT ALMOST EVERYBODY WERE LIVE.
BUT MY DEAR SISTER GRACE SAID REAL WORDS.THAT IS ;
" SAMETIME LOVE IS HURT"
HAVE A GOOD TIME.BE HAPPY ALWAYS.

a sad topic,,it must mean a lot for you ,,when you post it for helps call,,,,
it is sad,,
and will always be sad,,
be lucky in sadness,,
it will also be happy,,
to remember great times,,
be more sad when you are happy,,
as by this time you'll have forgot,,
we are sometimes lucky to have loved strong a short time,,
as a long time can grow to hate an fall apart,,
and then the remembrance isn't as important,,
as we mostly cry for want,,
,
be happy when your sad
be sad when your happy

thx for your words
I had some pleasure when read it....coz its so simple and so clear.....our nature program us to let it go but we have a very complex system to process information .Many times this information is a impulse in some centers of our hormonal system. These r activate to produce some substances that induce us to some reactions....the body and mind r influence to some reactions ,some times not the best but its only a part of the all develop : action / reaccion
Everyone has his/her times to act and react to some situation,, and of course as u say and call a circle it needs time.....Time to process as a pc......
In almost situations we ultra pass it very easy others not.....
The positive view of the problem is an intrinsic characteristic of each personality but can be train to high performance....
As i usually say : Be happy and depression have more difficulties to install in hour head...
Life goes on....old sentence.......
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Nice to meet u.....be happy and thx for.....

its hard losing someone you love so much. I lost my grandma a while ago but i still think about you alot. I have found myself finding it hard to let you after all these years.