With quick disgust
For them it is a must
To make me disappear like dust
Accusing my feelings of being only lust

In a gaze
The mind is in a maze
What is the next phase?
This question forever stays

I'm in a bind
This situation I do mind
Thinking in rewind
The deeper truth I'm out to find

A smile on my face
My mind is now in another place
The thought of you I cannot erase
This current issue requires patience just in case

The look in my eye
A question of why
Avoiding the tempation to break down and cry
No tears for now, my face and eyes remain dry

Is this fair?, the truth is there
Wondering if they realize or care
Enemy is supposivly me, I am aware
Innocent until proven guilty, no wrong doing I swear

The agony still remains
I can feel it in my blood and veins
Energy and happiness this often drains
One who loves and two disagree, not that I am naming names