lakamine19812000's Journals
Luke 13:5-9 states Then Jesus used this illustration:"A man planted a fig planted a fig tree in his garden and came again and again to see if there was any fruit on it, but he was always dissapointed.Finally,he said to his gardener,"I've waited three years,and there has not been a single fig!Cut it down.It's taking up space we can use for something else." The gardener answered,Give it one more chance. Leave it another year,and I will give special attention and plenty of ferterlizer.If we get figs next year,fine.If not,you can cut it down Couple things to note here:1)A man:didn't see the results ,desire to produce fruit.so 2)the gardener:also the LORD himself & Holy Spirit decided to intervene and said let's give it another chance.3)it:trust,believer in God and a child of God As our human nature we note several things:1-a free will that enables us to make certain choices.Not all the choices we make will be right.Just because we are children of God does not mean we don't make mistakes or we are perfect. But again we notice repent deals with forgiveness which means we don't give up!Also man fickeled with thre fruit tree of good or bad and he chose the bad so again looking back in Genesis when Adam(man)and Eve chose to follow evil is when women were talked about pain of pregnancy.See Genesis 3:1-22.So learning that man made mistakes,dealing with repentence next we learn that God sent a redeemer who is Jesus."A reedemer and friend...I will worship you for who you are"Heard of this song before. This song is a good song to remember about God being the reedemer and friend. Man:nature and always like the attitude of "I want it now" we:are the fig tree,represents dreams,fruit of potential,financial,well beings, SPECIAL ATTENTION: Hebrews 11:6-It is impossible to please God without faith.If you want to come to me you must believe in GOD. |
| My Stage name will be:Sara Fayth Shiira. There is an explanation for it too. Sara,due to Sara Gilbert a favorite actress that I am a fan of,Fayth is just a different spelling of "Faith" and a very rare spelling to use as a name,Shiira is my dad's biological mom's maiden nameFor non professional purposes my name will be the same just with an "e" at the end of Loreen(only because my dad picked the name) I spent a long time trying to figure out a name to use as a stage name but nothing seemed to fit and sound right yet I wanted a stage name that had good meaning but God was still in the name meaning like faithful,trust etc |
| Last night at church we were talking about dreams and how we can perserve these dreams. While at church I was praising the Lord and speaking to him about my acting career as well as when I came home later that night I also prayed over it. Interestingly,when I awoke I dreamt about Sara Gilbert who I admire for an actress on the comedy Roseanne.This morning after I awoke and ate my breakfast I was watching the today show and saw that this lady was talking about Hawaii Theater.TO me it seems that all these signs are coming together for a reason. |
| Today I went to a Korean Festival with my mom and dad. I went along because I wanted to try the food and I had some shave ice(rainbow flavored). We had to park at KCC(Kapiolani COmmunity College)since it was Kapiolani Park. Went to the Korean Festival and had a good time but when it was time to go the shuttle was over 20 minutes late so what did I do? What I always do:Give them lip! i kept at it until I got what I wanted. Being a virgo I always get what I want/ From my parents and God.I told them next semester I am taking four classes. Reason I am taking 2 classes in the fall of 08 is I don't have ENG 22 which is the requirement for all the Liberal Art classes. And I will mostly make the classes at night such as MTRFSa. And work during the day. I told them as I said it over and over again I will say it again:I am here to relieve from placements.I have no intention of going back to any.I came home for my Grandpa. I did not come home for how Hawaii is in economy, government including education,transportation,crime etc.I am more than determined to move t o California. New way of living,new opportunities,getting into acting and new experiences.Relief from my mom as well.I have also been dropping hits on what my next career is going to be and my parents haven't figured it out yet. |
| Originally this fall I was supposed to take a total of four classes.However my mom thought it was too many that I could handle. So I calmly told them I must get it in two years because you never know when something is going to happen to my Grandpa. Until my dad pointed out to me he is doing well and taking care of himself so he should live till at least a 100.SO looking at it in that sense I told my parents I will take two classes at a time BECAUSE my grandpa is doing well. We have been trying to get two teachers to sign approval slips and I had one teacher Ms Lee previously and finally got her approval for it(MAth 20CD)According to my dad she was very nice about it. I told my parents there are some ways of teaching I don't like the way she teaches yet overall she is a great teacher.I have nothing negative against her.My summer ENglish teacher however is not one of the really good teachers. As far as I know and have researched he has no rewards that he has gotten in the years of teaching at HCC.Ms Lee on the otherhand has and that really shows a student how he/she should think of taking a certain professors' class. Such a class as ENG20's and MATH 20s you would think it is like a remedial of high school math and english so the teacher should help you get through your math or english.Not expect a student to do it on their own with no explanations. The other teaching for my upcoming English class is a author/educator/actress and in her 30s.She has given me her approval via email earlier this morning before sunrise.So far the LORD has given me mostly good teachers.I am very impressed on how I am doing so far. |